Poems

monochrome

bom-ba-dum-dum
rhythm of the drum
keeps you going another day
another night another pay
another blight, something you say
I’m sorry I’m sorry
a million times
and even though it rhymes
it doesn’t change the times
that we fucked up
that we tucked up
under the blankets
the plan gets
derailed
in jail
how can you believe
that I’m not the same
I mean my mind went through a sieve
but still I’m game
if you are
burning brighter than fire
wish I could hire
you and be your boss
go ahead and toss
that work on your desk
and abuse my power
make you show me burlesque
under the shower
But I’m getting off track
all that weight on my back
please just let me drop it off at home
I swear this ain’t Stockholm syndrome
I just want to be stuck with you under the dome
made of stars and the moon in sparkling monochrome

recess

can’t get over you
no matter what I do
so angry most of the time
that bitemark won’t wash away with lime
and I see it always and everywhere
no matter where I look it’s there
in the evening the sea calms down
and the sunset makes a different sound
In a different room, a different style
for every day there is a file
somewhere buried underneath
only at noon I cannot breathe
walls and muscles closing in
non-soluble in juice and gin
my boat too small for the open sea
waves crash down so violently
I hold on to what was a home
falling into bits and pieces
and although all roads lead to rome
I really need a recess

the man who fell

a man once fell 1000 miles
had time to think
about his trials
was on the brink
enjoying the view
but then he slipped
out of the blue
he’d thought about a song before
now can’t forget it evermore
a broken record of but one second
this beautiful song that once had beckoned
has turned into a nightmare, crude
haunting whispers, cries allude
he screamed and yelled to no avail
no one to hear, nowhere to bail
and as he’d fallen 100 miles
his hands turned numb
he saw the tiles
his body would splatter into
just one loud thump
not three or two
no left no right
no top no bottom
his chest too tight
an end so sudden
and though the land was wide and free
the walls came closer suddenly
there goes the man who saw the view
who told somebody “I love you”
his heart will soon be dust and flowers
roses, tulips and after many hours
a tree maybe or even oil
or diamonds, gold a crab to broil
500 miles, he falls asleep
so peacefully, no cry or weep
and as he falls no one is there
it could have happened anywhere
until this day nobody knows
if he’s still falling or if he’s close
to draw the curtains, velvet and heavy
the salty sea behind a levy

safe space

every step you take
don’t pull the brake
it’s ok
we just play
you’re safe here
have another beer
we’re responsible
apprehensible
I get you
and you get me
call me what you want to
boo, bae, honeybee
who cares
well I do
owning shares
in this re-do
you should feel like no one can hurt you
not that it will never happen
but here you are protected
not corrected
come as you are
whether from afar
or from around the corner
you have a place right here
inside there is no border
morning after the rain
no more pain
the air is clear

intradermal

A daft punk love song
and small hits from the bong
the sky turns sepia
a dream wakes up in CPR
words with power
around midnight hour
after-gym buzz
Rosé flavor
Candle from Romanian Ross
warm-air bather
imagine the past
remember the future
and maybe, at last
god will suture

same same but different

hello hello
phone no ring
me so mellow
yellow
u like the guitar music
smiths and lose it
lose your mind
work and grind
shake that ass
smoking grass
me watch American Dad
fantasizing what a parallel universe had
me no smarter
me feel dumb
no much sleep
no make peep
energy drink fun
big windows and enough sun
still heart hormones no enough
I likey sweet
you likey ruff
but sometimes also other way around
I like sound
of pencil on paper
of keyboard at night
of shoes dancing
of opening a coke light
little ashamed
cause I don’t really care
would take you back
despite the pain
it’s not right
no it’s not
or is it maybe
I no smart
I no know how to do these things
I only fart
I computer guy
I no used to be high

a mission

pom, po-pom, po-pom-pom-pom
lying on a beach getting drunk with rum
in another universe a baby’s 1 year old
feeling warm and fuzzy and not at all cold
like coming home on Christmas
a friend offering forgiveness
like a fireplace crackling
and napping
on a cloud
a king size bed with infinite thread count
a memory that has to be undug
that isn’t just there
like a nicely patterned rug
a feeling you remember if you work for it
a mystery, a journey and a time to get lit
a mission from men that have preceded
that have bleeded
for the world there is now
a mission that is clear
that doesn’t require fear
to defend what you care for
be there for
who’s important

physics

the air is warm
it won’t do you harm
no pedestrians here
just mango cart beer
silver focus to ride
king size bed to hide
“Ok, I’m coming over”
Higher than a mars rover
movie and palomitas
don’t see anyone else but she does
the pain and the pleasure
I found me a treasure
someone else’s trash
crying over rash
decisions made
I don’t but you go on a date
oxytocin for days
weight on my chest it lays
and I love it
shove it
in every inch
watching the grinch
that meat so soft
pozole and tacos
I’m a prince but you like machos
and can never get too close
and when I do you hose
me back to where I started from
but in my head a beating drum
just keeps me going
barbecue holding
Gin Tonic and limes
some day with these rhymes
I hope to have remembered
these days, fuzzy and tender

trash

used to be so high
now I just wanna die
lie after lie
chipped away like a tree
now I’m just falling without being free
you wish for U-hauling but without me
whatever cause the damage is done
pain I can’t outrun
only escape is in testosterone
behaviour that I cannot condone
Hallelujah Hallelujah yeah
It all goes to waste, all that care
Tons and barrels of it, too
letters and poems that say “I love you”
mountains of trash and overproduction
all I have’s a rash and TV consumption
If it weren’t for these words, I would be lost
another chapter of broken trust
rust
squeaking another day
the price to pay
if you want to live
if you want to give
something more than things
something more than rings
something more like wings
that thing he feels when he sings
invisible yet everyone knows
everyone shows
when it’s there
memories grayed out, it ain’t fair

worn

you smell … probably like your detergent
but really like heaven
like I’m lucky number seven
like a meadow after the rain
like a tree’s shadow on a hot day
like comfort
like hope
smells like ecstasy
a drop of fantasy
a hint of strawberry
and chanel no 5
whatever that means
smells like I will survive
smells like I’m about to relax
like a hit from the bong
straight to my head
lights green, not red
and I don’t feel so sad
but yes, you smell like all your clothes
kinda normal I guess
god bless

late

spring time is far away
your dad is gay
my dad doesn’t pay
you’re sad, it’s ok
I want a gin tonic
and not like ironic
no seriously
get drunk so cheery
Feet on the ground
head in the cloud
don’t make a sound
now make it loud
it’s home but it’s not
my home’s where it’s hot
where people who dream
yes they really seem
to make it out there
and that is where
I like it the best
should get some rest
but for now I’m still up
sweet buttercup

sewn

listen to your heart
I sit on my couch and fart
now I’m in bed
memories fading in and out of my head
sweet like pineapple
photos on my phone of apple
when I’m so angry I can hardly remember
these gentle feelings I have now in September
I would have loved to be there in October
but it seems that those times are over
lonely like a Mars rover
I still got that 4 leafed clover
memories so warm and good smelling
now there’s no harm or lie telling
in this state of mind
I feel life is kind
soft wave of happier times
shrooms, raves and heavier binds
is what we were planning
now I am stranding
on an island unknown
I thought life had shown
me the path in front
but that path is gone
if I may be so blunt
but that connection sewn
into my fabric
turned a fanatic
the seed has been sown

Hunt

Long roads and desert around
Not a sound
Not a blip
Silence like death
Serenity like a chokehold
Finally free
Finally imprisoned in the idea of solitude
Finally no more posers but also no one to talk to
East European vibes
Depressive yet poetic
Boring yet beautiful
Tradition but poor
Sting from a rose
How could you be mad
Pressure from a firehose
Not to be so fucking sad
Pressure like a car factory
Pressure to release another toy story
Another superhit
Another year goes to shit
Whatever works is really nothing
The thoughts hurt and I want to go hunting
Brutal and quick
Toxic and sick
To catch them by their neck
To feel like surviving
To not be a hack
To work and be thriving
But some moments are so dark they feel like a black hole
Some monsters don’t bark but they are the sole
reason for treason and crime
For reason and rhyme
This season ain’t mine

boring

can’t have you
and can’t let you go
can’t try to
and won’t say no
touch that I had
now I’m so sad
crushed and not glad
wish I had someone to call me dad
everything boring like plaid
sound of pencil on a pad
just me and the cat
out here in the flat
can’t say I like it like that

killed by a hack

dry and rough
but who would know
there’s no one to show
it to
grown in two
from one
run away
pay the price
lay with dice
and you’ll never be certain
play with ice
and you draw the curtain
on your own little show
just goes to show
a ho
can’t be a housewife
all my life
the same old story
a game so boring
a flame retarding
asphyxiated
obliviated
by ignorance
momma I’m a puta
dinner at hooter
and whatever hurts
whatever works
long forgotten
morals rotten
no one begotten
what a fucking Trottel
in love
so suave
but so false
what balls
could save you from this
from someone who’s life choices are a diss
on you
tongue in two
music blue
what’s even true
anymore
you fucking whore
and then you just fucking leave
go wash your beav’
why do you do this?
whatever happened to not being a fucking Judas?
to hurt someone like that and just walk away
pull out the blood spray
okay?!?!
nothing is fucking okay
you should marry a guy who’s secretly gay
so you know how much lies hurt
just blurt
all my secrets away
never even considered to stay
from day one
you were already gone
a fucking tape on repeat
and I played the beat
like an idiot so high strung
that fucking phone must’ve 100 times rung
but how could you hear it
when another guy beat it
so what? you’re still gonna deny it?
to buy you time? To fucking hide it?
I wish I could give it all back
just so you’d know the pain, the lack
of a backbone you showed
the horse you rode
it was dead, a skull
so red, a hull
hit by lightning
drowning at sea
where once I was lost
I thought I was found
but really just fighting
to stay alive
let’s have a beehive
and no protective gear
cause why not, same thing, no fear
I don’t even know what to say anymore
it just comes out of every pore
a million little rocks
tied to my back
in a big old sack
killed by a hack

breakable

Scared to death
Out of breath
from my inner demons
no one left
involved in theft
can no one hear me screamin’
a parade of evil grins
fun and reckless sins
of too much and too little
useless kins
loss, no wins
turning glass and brittle

doin’ it right

I really wanna be your friend
I really wanna hold your hand
and protect you
from the terrors of the night
correct you
even though I know we might
get lost along the way
where there’s a toll
a price to pay
but I will hold
you when you need me
beat me
and stoop lower than before
love dripping out of every pore
you’re right
I can’t relate
a fight
makes you elate
or feel so low
just take it slow
do it for me
do it for what the past could be

disabled

tired, so tired
and wired to be sad
aren’t you glad
aren’t you happy I’m gone
aren’t you the one who called me no one
aren’t you alive and so free
I know that you’re not
you say you’d like to be like me
but who would want that
so lump and grey
colors fading
can’t remember heyday
a button disabled
a story so fabled
I can imagine but never realize
experience has made me wise
to the fact that it’s never too late
I could forget it but that’s not my fate

scene of the crime

oxytocin
straight up coastin’
hug and kiss
shoot and miss
come and fast
not aghast
girl what have you done to me
I remember your love
seems that angry I should be
but I’m not
a clot
forms where it once was flowing
holding
back
attacking my life
you never wanted to be a wife
what? so now I helped you to get there?
the place you wanted and I’m anywhere
but home
alone
fuck this but I can’t exit
this life this body
can’t even text it
while you text naughty
or god knows what
my dreams have been shot
by an extremist broken heart
I really liked the way you fart

faint

I wanna see you
but not you to see me
how is it going to be
when you can’t even stop hurting people you love
when you’re not a part of me
but you carry a glove
and let anyone wear it
it’s getting harder to feel
I swear it
I can’t deal
with this event
I know that I love you
but the rules you bent
I can’t let it stand
you connived and you planned
against me
looking to keep the backdoor open
tangled web woven
so tight not to let anyone through
even these words they feel too cool
I can’t feel I can’t faint
a bucket of black paint
and splash it on the wall
my life you stall
my love you stole
and sold it again
like a thief without honor
a bitch without brother
you can’t relate
to the pain of a man
you elongate
our time to serve some plan
of jealousy and betrayal
you never planned on being honest
you never tried to see through the forest
of fears and anger
inside you soul
now I’m not whole
and I can’t feel a thing

home

a place I call home
I can’t stay
a place I call home
but need to go away
it’s not right
and I fight
for that feeling of comfort
for being free to be me
for being able to come home from
a place called far away
a place that is home
is a place I can stay
for days and for months
for years and decades
a place I call home
is what I don’t have
but know where to find it
a place that is home
brings back the other half
is where my heart’s not blinded

grappling

I don’t know how they’re doing it right
I don’t know how to give up a fight
for someone that means everything
giving up has the same ring
to it as just stopping life
it doesn’t make sense
it doesn’t seem right
would you just give up because there’s a fence?
On someone that comes through
on someone that is true
sometimes it’s easier to win than to lose
sometimes it’s easier to fight than to bruise
and if there’s ever been something worth living for
it’s a purpose that you feel in every pore
marching to the beat
is easier than defeat
and that is what’s happening
with reality grappling
and it is almost fun
there’s nowhere to run
only ground to stand
not really as planned
but surely worth it
not too far from perfect

Big Ben

Blue, red and gray
your boyfriend is gay
and he’s flirting with me
it’s pathetic to see
you go out with a bum
all in all in the sum
I feel bad for you
cause I know it’s pathological
your moves illogical
ashamed of yourself
feel unlovable, need help
feel the sting and it hurts
your boytoy he blurts
things out that are wrong
you two are not Cheech and Chong
you’re Nagasaki and the bomb
he’s shorter than a stomp
yet both of you dumb as a stick
he calls you a trick
I call you a queen
yet him you suck his dick clean
a bad habit, addiction or hell
call it what you want
over there in Bell
all I wanted was to make you happy
all you did was act snappy
and lie again and again
let me show you what time it is
on Big Ben

patient

I’m tired and I wanna go home
A polished lifestyle yet so alone
Why can’t you break it off and commit
you’re my shorty but not like a hobbit
heart is a drumbeat
out of hell is where I lead
you just stop running away
I’ll make it feel like we just play
but you know it’s for real
you know how I feel
you know these roots grew deep
and all these memories seep
into a reservoir so full
it feels like you push but you pull
and on the good days I realize that
If I was wearing one I’d pull my hat
in admiration
of the sensation
that is your soul
let’s roll
the dice
Imma put some ice
on that finger
It may feel like I linger
but really I’m patient
for your love so calefacient

don’t see no ring

So far away

Yet I see you every day

When I close my eyes

Or look at my favorite photos

This distance is a disguise

Of a true love full of no-nos

I don’t wanna think

About a future like this

It brings me to the brink

Of giving up the kiss

The hug, the warmth you give

Need to stay optimistic

Because we need to live

I will go ballistic

If that is what it takes

Cause to me the stakes

Are high

I’ll try

Anything

Cause I don’t see no ring

the right thing

Silence
Violence
not the same thing
but sometimes the same ring
to it
ruin it
mind goes blank
take it to the bank
or gamble away
words I say
are powerful
yet again
shower and pull
you out
of it, audible
cries
drop your disguise
plausible
deniability
but it won’t give you credibility
until the day you do the right thing
and on the road we’ll laugh and we’ll sing

amicable

Hello again
travel ban
but it’s manageable
discounts applicable
waters navigable
you’re so amicable
what’s your at-icable
why so radicable
Goin’ in three feet wide
I need a ride
to Pluto and back
we’re under attack
put a sack
over your head
and take you away
you know I wanna stay
forever and a day

ride

there once was a girl
she liked to swirl
most guys made her earl
cause she was a pearl
before swine
when drinking wine
they’d be like “what’s your name, what’s your sign?”
but I’d just creep up from behind
and ask her what her interests are
yes I come from far
away
hey
don’t be sad
don’t get mad
I’ll be back
I always will
I’d lie, swindle, gamble and kill
to be the one to crack
you know what
just keep doing your squats
and time will fly
you know I’m your guy
ok now it sounds like a boyband song
something in these lyrics went wrong
but I’m not gonna hide
Cause I’m the only ride

lucky

pain and the pleasure
digging up treasure
that cannot be kept
can maybe be wept
over
4 leafed clover
why can’t we spend
every waking second
just let me send
you there
I beckoned
and what you wear
makes me wanna stop and stare
or tear
it off
cough
pass and puff
nothin’ but love
period, bruv.

relaxing

gracias

gracias por ser lindo
mamí me gusta tamarindo
tanto extraño
esa pequeña tamaño
cuando el sol no brilla
te despierto de esa pesadilla

trembling

No means no
water rumbling
let’s put on a show
sounds mumbling
tied to a knot
creating a plot
desire
higher
than that
if you’re a brat
or if you’re a pet
aiming and shoot
on a pursuit
to bake it slowly
cook it lowly
for the tender and juice
take off, get loose
we don’t wanna bruise
we don’t wanna choose
just let go
legs trembling
in the flow
no hand holding
hard work and it’s worth it
lines blurred and they’re perfect

lifeline

Waiting
for a meeting day
berating
myself to play
patience
no hurry, no pause
wait turns
I bury my flaws
cause I want to shine
a guiding light
be your lifeline
when life is a fight
so that’s what I do
you know, yes you do

another one

I’m so glad that I found you
who else would I be
If I hadn’t gotten around to
through you see new me
the way you treat
me so soft, so sweet
the way our eyes meet
got most things beat
and I watch you rest
or sleeping at best
seeing you peaceful
some would feel weird
but you’re like “he’s cool”
touching my beard
wondering if I’m for real
thinking about what you feel
you’re scared it’s too good to be true
cause I say that forever, I love you
but here we are,
as real as it gets
I would go so far
to write more greatest hits

forgiving

Relieve
Beyond belief
Emotional support
An infusion of luck
Maybe we cut the cord
But no confusion or block
I feel free
To be me
A lot that I feel
When I’m with you it’s real
I need to start in small doses
Cause you make me the one who poses
For the future
A poster man
A part of me that my mind can’t flex
inside of me something I can’t relax
but it does when I see your face so soft
so forgiving and familiar sitting in that loft

bird set free

Hello again
defeated travel ban
but something else between
scarier than Halloween
feet so icy
lines so feisty
come on now, don’t be shy
our time now, we’ll be high
just from doing our thing
you throw it away but this ring
isn’t made to be discarded
photos a thousand times regarded
recorded, rearranged and backed up
we farted, exchanged and cracked up
now knowing someone we love
the day has come to set free the dove

dampened

running through a maze
walls made of green I can’t graze
hold still but can’t hear
whether you’re close or near
Am I locked out or locked in
When I clock out do I win?
Everything’s spinning
long for you singing
where is that voice
that gave me a choice
I wait and I wait
at the gate with a gait
so impatient
incarnation
of a lost soul
just whole
is what we’re not
if you’re all that I got
then what are riches, really
not important, clearly

wakeup

Screaming inside
cause I’m scared it’s not right
to do it outside
You are my ride
of a lifetime
white lime
want to scream so loud
people come out
“I love you
I need you
Come home
Don’t leave me alone”
Bang on your door
til you wake up and see
Kneeling on the floor
With you is where I want to be.

the peaceful lake

On a lake of flowers
mental towers
collapse
scraps
of memories
turn into melodies
We’re floatin
on a boat so firm
gloatin’
thinkin of long-term
dreams that turn into reality
fiends get lost in insanity
and all because we have faith
in better days we bathe

smooth

sky is clear
when you’re near
the air is smooth
your words soothe
and I fall asleep so easily
my body plays so decently
a remedy I can’t buy
a feeling I can’t deny
breathing so freely
I love you, no really

blackout

grabbing your neck
pulling your hair
your vision goes black
this feeling so rare
tear at my chest
undercurrent so dark
can’t get a rest
until I hear the lark
overwhelming, stronger than you
resistance is futile
now won’t call you “boo”
scared it’s brutal
but your lips turn so red
how can it be wrong
when there’s no blood shed
I would sing you a song
but my voice is at rest
turn you around and grab your chest
push your body against the wall
your heart is racing
this is no phone call

1.. 2.. 3 and

CPR
Pumping hard
Breaking ribs
DVR
from afar
Playing Greatest Hits
I miss you
I’d kiss you
If I could
We don’t know if we should
But we know that it’s real
Because it’s what you feel
That matters
Your heart still shatters?
Long for your embrace
there are so many ways
to keep going
we’re rowing
down the river for months
putting new air in our lungs
come on now, just a little more
1.. 2.. 3 and

possibilities

Can I just come home?
when the world starts to roam
that’s when my job is done
can I call you hun?
can I be that man?
can you respect that?
yes you can
will you be a good cat?
or are there limits to your faith
in courage I bathe
and then the next day
you’ll text me “hey”
but it’s never enough
or is it? When the going gets tough
where will you go?
will you stop the flow?
or will you stand by me
I see you and I see
possibilities
responsibilities
but nothing standing in our way
if only you could be okay

xx

lonely and cold
to the higher bid sold
tired, collapsing
love letters faxing
to a thing in the past
she’s fully aghast
or maybe confused
vanilla infused
in a dream fading,
morphing, rotating
everything blinking and shining
gas lanterns lighting
my tongue I was biting
’til it bled uninviting
I just wanna go home
my double xx chromosome

naked

Hurt or whatever
spinning together
Feel like vomiting
motion sickness
rather be Hobbiting
and fall in love with the quickness
wasted potential or well-traveled?
can solve a differential
but what does it matter?
If I come home and I feel so alone
If I go out and I can’t find my home
Fuck everything, I’ll keep playing by ear
like Ice Cube said “Do Ya Thang”
to my heart it’s near
but when it’s quiet I can hear the world’s smallest violin
feels like a riot of birds dressed up as Harlequin
it doesn’t make sense
why all the pretense
here I’m naked for you all to see
not that it’s pretty but neither are we

miss you

I miss you
like butter misses scotch
like edward his scissors
like chocolate misses fudge
like twin sisters
I miss you
like christmas the snow
like a pimp his ho’
like a tree its leaves
like Maria her Jeez
I miss you
cause there’s nothing else left
this poem’s kinda funny
involved in a theft
of a major pumping organ
so bring in the hunny
tomorrow is called “morgen”

tired

drownin’ out here
not in German beer
but in my own flesh
hopin’ for a birthday bash
what the fuck am I doin’
I don’t need no screwin’
around
limbo-bound
I wonder can you hear me?
brats getting near me
I just wanna come home
and not be alone
is that so crazy
I’m not lazy
my eyes get hazy
I miss you, I’m tired
next time I get hired
it all starts again
8pm on Big Ben
the time has come
my friend, not rum,
will be there
lead her
to a better place
I can’t go no more
that ass with lace
and my bones sore

dry

I miss you like a flower dry
water is the only thing that’ll get me high
pain of withdrawal
pop like Andy Warhol
why can’t we work it out
I wanna shout
intimidate the world
give me what I want or else
emotions swirled
a notch tighter on my belts

promise

baby I can see what you’re doing to yourself
and it’s breaking my heart, boulder on a bookshelf
but don’t think I’m scared
’cause I cared
from the day I met you
not the day I wet you
and I’ll always be with you
no matter how hard
the times are no matter the card
god plays and this I promise
even in times so lawless
in August is when I knew
this wouldn’t be something I threw
away cause to me you’re flawless
next to you I’m a novice
and this isn’t a sonnet
so I’m not saying goodbye
to the apple of my eye

something to dream of

hear the silence echoing through
my mind, my body, like I was with you
next to me, that’s where I find peace
what once a raging fire, now at ease
my blood pressure drops
my walk, it hops
the pain, it stops
we don’t have jobs
but we have all we need
something to dream of, indeed

el tiempo

yo soy para ti
y tu eres para mi
pero con este tiempo mal
el mundo no es igual
pues espero
alimento el fuego
hasta un dia mejor
cuando no necessitas llor’

One day

One day a ray of sun
will say “hey bae”, carry a gun
cock it and shoot
block your pursuit
and the ice will get thinner for a sinner
and a grinner wearin’ a brimmer
’cause he thinks he’s a winner,
anyway, feel like I’m free floatin’
a giddy joker, glee holdin’
me back from unleashing, freeloadin’
off your lack of a leash and
put a sack over Alicia Keys’ head
have her sing “New York” in endless repeat
to a mindless beat in the heat
of my Chrysler that got keyed
by some crazy bitch
or a lazy witch
not quite sure on that part

purple

Violet is a color
days they’re getting duller
in the darkness fall
blue velvet rose petals
your voice echoes in the hall
while my mind speaks in riddles
water surface
peaceful and fragile like a mirror
heat from the furnace
once lost but now is nearer
wood, so dark and quiet
patient, always stable
hope is my diet
all there is on the table

compass

Those memories of us
hugging, making up
I’m sitting in a bus
trying to fill my cup
with that warmth that I remember
now it is September
but still the sea is quiet
outside there’s a riot
people protesting and chanting
I don’t want the ranting
maybe go to a parallel universe
undo the curse
and course of action
think less about satisfaction
and more about the goal
looking into your soul
I remember everything in my skin
for a moment I can grin
then the chaos comes back
god this is all so whack
I’m lost off the beaten path
my head unleashes its wrath
on every day
say
was it worth it?
would I do it again?
a huevo
there’s no culprit
just a travel ban